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So there's that...

Dahlings

Hi, how are you? I'm fine thanks.

Tomorrow & Wednesday I write Business Maths & Accounting. I'm flipping out but not really flipping out. I'm feeling confident that I will pass these exams. I am not too confident that I will get distinctions and that is what I am aiming for. So there's that...

I had so many plans this year; I wanted to vlog & blog more consistently. I wanted to save money. I wanted to take my fitness to another level, read books, become more vegan, recycle more, lose weight, save puppies, eat spinach, climb Kilimanjaro, become Beyonce and invent water. Essentially, I wanted to become a mix between, Oprah, Mother Theresa, Yvonne Orji, Casey Neistat and Sarah's Day. That didn't happen. So there's that...

I'm still single. So there's that....

I still haven't lost any weight. So there's that....

I don't know what my point is here but I am realising that I have a little over 2 months to make money moves.

I guess the lesson here is that there's always time to re-prioritise and see what can be achieved. I'm a proper project manager. I love it when a plan comes together. Sometimes though, life happens as we make our plans and we have to be agile I guess.

Did I mention that I am running a 10k in the next two weeks? I realised this on Thursday. So I started preparing myself by going on a 6km walk. Now my chest is threatening bronchitis. What witchcraft is this? I'm so mad.

Work is also crazy. We're working on a project that has to be delivered in two years whereas a similar project landed in 8 years with four times the amount of people. So there's that...

I love challenges.

Let's see how this week pans out.

Have a lovely one.

P.S. On my way to work today, I saw a horrific accident & I was reminded how life is so fleeting. This is why I want to make the best of each moment. Someone said that the aim of life is to get to the grave empty because you lived life properly.

XO
Stellah

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